no pictures..cause i'm conserving

We are surviving over here. I've been pretty tired and pretty useless as a wife and mother these days. I am having lots of cramps...and just ugh...backache etc... Today i preadmitted at the hospital and my blood pressure was super low. I think that's the reason I feel so blah. It's always scary to sign papers that say it's okay if you ....die, become comatose, get infections, have organs damaged etc.. Not always making you feel okay. But while having a small baby I could probably be one of those who do the whole at home thing...we all know what happened with the last. We would have both died had we not been in the hospital I believe. I suppose the risk of having a baby at home is alot worse than at a hospital. So I signed the forms lol. Im 34 weeks now and just sitting around being useless till the baby comes. I had to explain how I can't bend down when cleaning. it really puts a damper on things. Pretty much all i do is drink water and eat, use the bathroom (alot) and watch my amazing belly. Oh and take care of Logan. who is unfortunately becoming quite a couch potato with the weather and my absense of energy.